DADDY ISSUES

they call it "daddy issues"

but it should be called

"trauma that monster gave me

when I was an innocent child"

I am always straight up honest

when it comes to my childhood

you always struggle to talk about it

you turn it all into joke

but you can't laugh when you 

clearly wanna cry

and you once did but you don't 

even remember that as you were wasted

it kills me to see you suffer

it kills me that you're a slave

to a fucking trammies

and I feel so helpless as there is

nothing I can do to ease the pain

that is tearing you apart

you were keep saying that my love

is all you need to defeat your demons

what a beautiful lie it was

as beautiful as your face when you were crying

cuz you were no longer able to fake a smile