THIS GODDAMNED YEAR

it's been one month and five days

four more months and twenty days to go

missing you is the hardest thing

I have ever done in my whole life

the crappy and messy life you saved

last year with a simple touch of the hand

in a hopeless place during the worst time

of my crappy and messy and hopeless existance

now all we have are phone calls under control 

sometimes it makes me cry cuz I miss our

late night conversations

I haven't touched you since late February

this year is not very kind to us since 

the begining - like I cried on New Year's Day

while lying naked in your bed

Yes baby I did forget to take my meds 

on purpose actually but yeah whatever nevermind

September can't come soon enough

oh how I wish this goddamned year was already over